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John's Honesty

11/19/2021

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Matthew 11:4, "And said unto him, Art thou he that should come, or do we look for another?"

Does this not surprise you? Really. It is the kind of thing we might expect from Thomas maybe, but John the Baptist?

Before John was conceived, Gabriel, sent from the very presence of God, had appeared to his father and revealed both his name and his prophetical calling as the forerunner of the King. Months before his birth, his little body jumped at the presence of the virgin Mary, indicating with that very act the unusual character of both his person and that of the Messiah in the virgin's womb. As he was growing up, his parents would have repeated to him over and over again the miraculous nature of his conception. Finally, when he baptized Jesus, he clearly heard the Father’s voice and watched the Spirit descend as the Trinity came together for the occasion.

How could he possibly doubt Jesus’ identity?

It was John who gave us famous phrases like, “I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness”, or “He must increase, but I must decrease.”. This was a man who knew exactly who he was as well as what his divinely appointed mission was. He lived a life so radically different from the rest of “normal” human beings and so intensely focused that we cannot possibly question his commitment to God.

But as the days went by in that wretched prison, no longer free to go and preach wherever he wanted and eat his wild and exotic menu, John’s friends came to him with reports of what Jesus was doing and he began to wonder.

What exactly was Jesus' plan? The things John was hearing didn't fit in at all with what he understood to be the role of the Anointed One. In fact, it didn't seem like his special cousin was in the least bit trying to set up God's kingdom.

I’m pretty sure he had voiced his uncertainty with his closest friends, and they all tried to make sense of it. Finally, he decided it was time to get this thing settled once and for all and sent a couple of his followers to personally ask the Lord if He was indeed the Messiah or not.

I find two things very significant: first, that he sent his friends with the request, and second, that the Holy Spirit had Matthew record it for us.

Most importantly, Jesus did not chastise John for voicing his legitimate concerns. Rather, he gave him a personal and clear answer that focused on the miraculous changing of lives, in both the physical and spiritual realms. Then He went on to honor him as one of God’s great prophets. All of this, both the questioning and the honoring, were clearly recorded for us to learn from.

When we are troubled by disconcerting circumstances and see our expectations completely wiped out, it is important to be honest with God and go to Him for answers. If we are sincere and willing to accept His responses, whether we understand them or not, He will ultimately bring peace to our hearts and increase our trust.

Dear Father, thank you for John’s honesty and for letting us in on his private and somewhat confused state of mind. Thank you for his courage and determination to know the truth. Give me humility and patience in dealing with others who may go through this valley at any given time. 

(JAM #170)

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Gilead's Senior Saint

11/1/2021

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“…and Barzillai the Gileadite of Rogelim, brought beds, and basons, and earthen vessels, and wheat, and barley, and flour, and parched corn, and beans, and lentiles, and parched pulse, and honey, and butter, and sheep, and cheese of kine, for David, and for the people that were with him, to eat: for they said, The people is hungry, and weary, and thirsty, in the wilderness…behold thy servant Chimham; let him go over with my lord the king; and do to him what shall seem good unto thee.” (2 Samuel 17:27-29; 19:31-40)

The huge crowd had traveled 22 miles down the valley from Jerusalem and was slowly fording the Jordan River. The ruins of ancient Jericho were against the mountains behind them while the Dead Sea lay to the south, on their right. After the multitud crossed the river, they headed north along the eastern bank, probably looking for cover in the wooded areas away from the water.

Three men watched them come, one of them, an elderly gentleman named Barzillai. The initial surprise at seeing the unexpected throng turned into genuine shock as they realized that King David was in the mixed company along with several groups of elite soldiers surrounding him.

It was clear that things weren’t right. The people were exhausted, and there was fear, frustration, and confusion written on many faces. There was little evidence of food or other necessary traveling supplies. Something was terribly wrong.

However it was that they found out about the exact details of the situation, the three friends sprang into action, mobilizing their servants to bring what these people needed. Soon there were streams of men and animals bringing beds and cleaning vessels, flour, wheat, barley, honey, milk products, sheep and cheese. These tired and hungry people were going to receive some much needed supplies.

The next day there was a massive battle between David’s followers and the armies of Israel that had been hoodwinked by his son Absalom. Before the sun would set on that day, the rebellious prince would be executed by Joab, and tens of thousands of his soldiers killed.

Soon afterwards, David began making plans to head back up to Jerusalem, his beloved capital. As he approached the river to cross back over it and start up the incline, Barzillai came up to him and began escorting him across. Even though the wealthy man had already so surprisingly and generously helped David in his moment of dire need, here he was again, wanting to make sure the king was safe and as comfortable as possible.

David, very grateful for all his help, invited Barzillai to travel with him up to Jerusalem so that he could reward him with a place near his palace. But his new friend graciously declined, and asked if he could simply walk with him for a while. Apparently, a few hours of personal fellowship with the king was sufficient reward for him.

It may be that David insisted a bit more, because the godly old man offered an alternative. What if the king took Barzillai’s servant, Chinham, in his place? Barzillai would love for the young man to enjoy the special privileges that would otherwise have been his. David agreed to this and Chinham’s life was changed forever.

Elderly men and women who are godly will always have a few attitudes in common, ones that also overflowed from aged Barzillai’s worn and wrinkled body. First, they will be interested in others, noticing when people are suffering, and jumping to supply the need with as much energy as they can muster. Then, they will highly value fellowship, finding much more satisfaction in a good, edifying conversation than in a more comfortable place to live. And finally, they will accept the slow shutting down of personal opportunities and seek to strengthen the generation of Chinhams coming up behind them.

These are the selfless, humble ways of those who have walked long and far with God.

Maybe you also can immediately think of some elderly saints who fit this description. I encourage you to reach out to them, not to receive anything, but to give. They will appreciate it more than most.

Dear Father, when I am full of energy and focused on projects you have given me, it is easy to overlook those quiet, faithful saints who have long lived for you and others. They can use encouragement like everyone else. Help me see the opportunities and jump at the privilege of being a blessing to them. Amen.

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